*This is a draft that I never finished or posted. Here it is.
It's been far too long since I posted on here. I've been cheating on you all, though. I wrote posts elsewhere. Read through them this evening and considered posting them here, but they're too depressing. Obviously this means they're about my dating life.
Now that I'm doing this whole sobriety thing, I'm having realizations. So, here are some facts.
I thought that I'd be boring sober. Turns out, I'm not. Removing the alcohol doesn't make a person sane. I'm still a lunatic, only now I'm more cognizant of it. Attending AA meetings was like biting the apple in the garden of Eden. I'm now starkly aware of my nakedness, or in this case, alcoholism, and there isn't any going back. Fucking apples.
I've always hated happy mediums. There's nothing happy about medium. It's fucking mediocre. The one place I would LOVE to find a happy medium... in dating.
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